Desonants

Another schoolyear.

I am blessed enough to be graduating this schoolyear despite that I failed a 6-unit subject last year. BA was kind enough to offer oldies subjects of the unrevised curriculum.

I wish I could rejoice when someone says "Uuuyy, graduating na sya,". I wish I could smile when I think about graduation in March. I wish I could worry about my hairstyle in my gradpic. I wish I could find a really creative pose for my creative shot. I wish that I could just relax and enjoy my last year in college.

Instead, I feel fear. I am both dreading and excited in a weird sense to take my failed 6-unit subject again. Instead of worrying about the more-fun things, I worry about this. Drat.

And if I fail once again... I just don't wanna go there.

Another schoolyear.